I only have half-ass presentations because i can't deal with this presentation-maker without being badly pest off , so for my health and everybody's quiet and peace i just don't try :) thanks for comprehension you deserve a candy (that i don't have and even though i did i'd eat it before you'd know it SCREW YOU XD )

So there we are ... a year after ... well this year was .... good . it wasn't perfect , it wasn't horrible. i missed you'll so much Mum, Dad , Agie , Rafi and Friends . yeah that was the hardest part .
during this year I :
- learned a lot about myself
- became more mature , grew up .
- made friends ,
- did not have a boyfriend ( for some it's a disappointment , for others it's a shame , i'm not searching myself any excuses , i totaly assume it's just that ..... i did feel like it. I could tell you so many reasons about it but it's gonna get way too long and i don't really feel like sharing it here SORRY )
-took some weight
-spoke english

If i could redo it i would :
-wait maybe to be a little older , 15 is NOT a good age to be an exchange-student

that's it . they're maybe things i wouldn't have done that way if i knew but there'is no time for regrets and i don't feel like crying again .

Alright now i know some of you would ask why it is not great to be a 15-years-old exchange student well im gonna tell you why , I THINK it is but then of course it's only MY advice :
- at 15 you just get out of 14 it's the age where you're the most growing up , YOU NEED YOUR FAMILY , you need YOUR FRIENDS , it was very hard for me at this age to leave everything and build everything new.
- you're not even 16 yet , everybody sees you like a baby every other exchange-students are 17 18 and you feel weird.
i coudl tell so much more reasons but those are the ones i think are the most global.

Finally i coudl say that this year was good , i liked it , i can say it was a very good learning for the future , next time i'll know already what to expect ! hahahahhah
cause yeah it's gonna be next time , you don't think that because i think i was too young this time it would discourage me for a next time ! hahaha FOOLISH im gonna redo it after my BAC hopefully :)

parceque cet article est important et que je pense que la plupart d'entre vous aimerez le comprendre je le traduis :

Donc voila nous y sommes .... un an apres . Cette annee etait ..... bonne . C'etait pas parfait , c'etait pas horrible . Vous m'avez beaucoup manquez maman , papa , agie , rafi et les amis . Ouais c'etait la plus dure partie.
pendant cette annee j'ai :
-appris beaucoup sur moi meme
-devenue plus mature , grandie
-fais des amis
- pas eu de petit copain(pour certain c'est decevant , pour d'autre cést une honte , je me cherche pas d'excuse , j'assume, c'est juste que ... je le sentais pas. je pourrais vous donner pleins de raisons mais c'est parti pour prendre un paquet de temps et je sens pas partager ma vie ici DSL .)
- pris du poids
-parler anglais

Si je pouvais le refaire je :
- attendrais d'etre un peu plus agee , 15 ans n'est pas un bon age pour etre dans un programe d'echange si long.

c'est tout, y'a peut etre des choses que si j'avais su j'aurais fait differement , mais y'a pas de temps pour les regrets et je sens pas pleurer encore.

Bien , maintenant je sais que certains d'entre vous se demande pourquoi 15 ans est pas un bon age pour etre un echange , je vais vous dire pourquoi je pense pas mais bien sur ce n'est que mon avis :
- 15 ans c'est l'age ou on vient juste de sortir de 14 ans ,c'est l'age ou on grandi le plus dans sa tete, a cet age ON A BESOIN DE SA FAMILLE ET DE CES AMIS, c'etait dur pour moi a cet age tout quitter et tout reconstruir ailleur .
- on a meme pas encore 16 ans , tout le monde te regarde comme un bebe serieux , et tout les autres echanges ils ont 17, 18 ans , tu te sens jeune d'un coup .
y'a beaucoup d'autres raisons mais celles la sont les plus globales donc voila.

finalement je dirais que cette annee etait bonne. j'ai bien aimer , je pourrais dire que c'etait un tres bon apprentissage pour le futur . la prochaine fois je saurais deja a quoi m'attendre !!!
ben ouais y'aura une prochaine foi vous pensez quand meme pas que parceque je pense que j'etais un peu jeune cette fois sa va me decourager pour une prochaine foi !!??? FOUUUS
je le referais avec pleins d'espoirs apres mon BAC :)

voila c'est tout .

# Posted on Thursday, 19 June 2008 at 12:17 AM

people

i officialy declare this blog over , only one more article to come . i'm gonna put it online tomorrow night late .
only 1 more day to go . and then i'll be gone .

thanks you for following me during this amazing year .

for most of you : See You Soon !

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# Posted on Tuesday, 17 June 2008 at 4:21 PM

Gaby and I

Gaby and I
... When we shop for Ben & jerry's ice cream . Yeah , we do things pretty seriously xD !

# Posted on Thursday, 12 June 2008 at 6:13 PM

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<3
just the other day , i ran into this beautiful lady ...

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